Tender words from broken places

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If I could go back in time
I would go to you

I would head for the stairs.

I'd find you in the small room,
The one with the walls the colour of bubblegum pink,
the one with the cupboard over the stairs.

I can still hear its heavy
door closing.

You are quietly playing alone,
already lost to your fantasy world,
where it feels safe.

I would sit beside you
and let you know
that I choose you,
and always will.

I'd tell you that you are special,
just as you are.
You don't need to earn
What should have been freely given.

I would build a shelter
around your heart.

Who would you be
without the burdens
that were never yours to carry?

Who might you have become?